Friday, October 07, 2005

7/10 05 My Day!

Daily Encouragement 7/10/05

What will the future be like? No one knows the answer to that question. All we know is that the effects that will appear in the future are all contained in the causes that are made in the present. The important thing, therefore, is that we stand up and take action to achieve our great objectives without allowing ourselves to be distracted or discouraged by immediate difficulties.
Daisaku Ikeda
Wow what relevant guidance for today!!

Well Wei you have inspired me to write some of my thoughts down on my spanking new Blog!!

Since Wei went back to Singapore, I have been battling against so much pain and emptiness Like someone had taken all my happiness away from me.

I have been amazed t the depth of feeling that we have had for each other. I have been asking myself?? Is Love enough? I deeply Love Wei and I believe that he still loves me too, but at times it can be hard to be together, He is such an intellectual and I am an Artist.

I think most of my battles, take place in my head. I really love being with him, but I also need to enjoy being without him too.

I know it’s really stupid cos we have a lot of fun together, but I have really had to battle today with real feelings of inadequacy. I just did some strong chanting to really see and feel the greatness of my life. The really good thing to have come out of all this, is that it has been like a big kick up the bum to my life!! J .

Today has also been really freeing. I really saw how I have just been a bit of a passenger in my life rather than the driver!! Eek, oh no how could I be so foolish. I don’t really have the answer to that other than life being a constant unravelling of who we really are so from a positive view point, I have done a lot of unravelling today!!

It feel really refreshed in lots a ways!! I got on top of my accounts and all of my yeas filing. I wnet down town and got a couple of cd wallets to condense all my cd’s down. I e~mailed Wei about looking into the possibility of importing paper lanterns from Singapore. I e~mailed a 3D card company about having my own images produced.

I had a really exciting conversation with Tony, the 3D expert from the Wide Screen centre in London, who told me all about existing 3D programmes for the pc, as well as numerous ways to film in3D and view it. It was like having my dreams come true, just listening to him.

So I have been really battling today, but because of it, I have felt a lot more hope!!

I have realised that I have to be a lot more organised to be able to make the dreams I have a reality.

Wow!! Mikey just called me to have a chat about importing things and paying VAT on it. I asked him if I could design anything for his xmas range , and he has asked if I would design him a large poster for a show in Paris with a best of British theme!!.

Open the door and go through it and the view is quite different.

I think that’s enough for today. I will try and post my thoughts regularly, and pieces tht I read tht inspire me.

Oh yes a nice e I got today was from my new friend Davide, he asked me if there was any difference between a hug, a cuddle and an embrace, he is Italian, I said, a hug can be with friends and is least intimate, a cuddle is more often expressed between families close friends and boy friends. I said that an embrace was probably the most passionate of all. Well I am am abit of a master when it comes to the realm of cuddles!! J

2 Comments:

At 2:04 AM, Blogger the third wei said...

Yay. First person to comment on here. :p

'at times it can be hard to be together, He is such an intellectual and I am an Artist.'

babu!! Are you saying that I was / am a difficult person to be with? :'(

:p

I thought that it was a good thing that we are so different in so many respects, and as a result we complemented each other and challenged each other to grow in our deficient areas.

Not sure yet about the paper lanterns. My personal opinion is that they might need to be modified for there to be sufficient demand to be economically viable.

Hugs, cuddles and embraces? mmh. Might do some pseudo-intellectualising on them today if I have the time and if there is sufficient material. :p

Good day. :) xxx

 
At 1:39 PM, Blogger JoNnY said...

Doh!! Can't remember my password as it's been so long since I posted anything on here!!

Just wanted to post today's Buddhist Guidance from Daisaku Ikeda.

If a person is hungry, we should give them bread(or other food if like me you are wheat intilerent!)
When there is no bread, we can at least give words that nourish.To a person who looks physically frail,we can turn the conversation to some subject that will lift their spirits and fill them with the hope and determinationto get better. Let us give something to each person we meet:joy, courage, hope,assurance,philosophy,wisdom,a vision for the future. Let us always give something.

 

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